On Belonging. To this day, I always wonder if I exactly belong in any of these spaces. It's weird, since I don't really fit within any definition neatly. I am both too much and too little to be in any group, but I guess with time I have gotten us to live on the margins. My entire existence is in the borders within groups, never outright outcasted but not quite welcomed either. I usually gravitate around, never understanding why I can't ever get to fit in. So many seem to do it, and the more time happens the more I see the people I first met finding their place and their niches. Their groups and their loves and so much more. And I am still here, on the sidelines, mostly ignored. It doesn't bother much, but sometimes I wonder, what I do wrong to never really have any place to be where I am both welcome and expected. #Babyfur